Headed in the Right Direction

AHHH!!! I am so freaking happy right now I can feel myself beaming. I'm almost bouncing up and down. Simply because the counsellor that I took my kids to today is amazing. There's help for them. Someone who has the tools to get them through the crappiest time of their life, as this situation is one that will shape their future. I have always known that I could do this. But the guilt and pressure of knowing that my kids are along on this ride that is also not their fault, without the self awareness and confidence to know that they too will and can survive (and hopefully thrive??), has been weighing on me this whole time. For years actually, because I stayed as long as I did for them. This was not the ending that I wanted for them and had worked so incredibly hard to try to avoid.
Anyways, for the two most important, and special, and favorite people in my life there is help. There is hope. And as their mother, it's an answer to many prayers.